i shouldnt be feeling this way

i shouldnt be feeling this way. i know.

in fact, why should i be feeling this way? previously or currently, i should never had felt this way. because, you cant lose what you never had. so its simple. besides, i didnt lose anyone. its more of the relationship thats in between.

i dont know what to say, but i know i should never feel this way.

im offically insane. cos i dont knwo what am i talking about.

bahh. i hate myself. :(

hug, please.